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women understand now

"The Else is waiting but just waiting to present themselves in their new sexy lingerie. With nothing on except a little black lace and a charming smile. Who said they bought only for himself but I'm not stupid. I know how to run something. "

So or so I thought in my first life. I have never believed it when a woman told me that was the nice clothes, or perfume for her own well-being. That's a lame excuse, because they do not like to admit that she wants to make it big.

But now, five years later, when I stand? At H & M in front of the wash bay and looking pensively out a new bra. "Why? The old has gone broke, or he jumps to no more? "Is the typical young question. But what can you expect from other people that can buy the most of their life underwear for women .

I also have the right to complain and make fun of me a bit. Because I know both sides? No, but because I was just in my first life. I have my underwear also purchased themselves.

:-) But now I buy this new bra, because I find it beautiful and because I find it beautiful. And I'm watching for sure that I get to see no one there, except myself in the bathroom mirror in the morning. Some things are just understood only when one has personally experienced it.

But I wonder how it is with other women? They feel like? And what about the guys, or with their husbands? Can be your underwear today still buy from her partner?

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transsexualism and loneliness

"For a single is the world's great gourmet buffet." Samantha said in Sex and the City.

Well, I live as a single, and I loved to do. I am free and independent, have no relationship stress, no annoying discussions at midnight, can sit without being asked ten hours my iMac, motorcycling, as much as I like and do a thousand other beautiful things that can make life as comfortable as a single.

Nevertheless, there are days when I stand before this remarkable A delicious buffet of life and feel like the only vegetarian breakfast sausages with a Palatine Schlachteplatte. For me, just nothing to it.

establish a new family and have children? No, I'll get back a second time. If I get pregnant, then in three hours two CNN broadcast van outside my front door and if I have a child, there is still enough for a place on the front page of FIG.

suspect anyone, so I have given this blog the title Sven-and-the-City ? This is more than a cheap pun. This stupid TV show has given me time support. If I have no could have family more, then I at least wanted to live a life like that of Carry and Samantha from Sex and the City. I wanted to do stöckeln itself as a strong, confident woman, professionally successful and financially independent on expensive shoes through the city and all that just like me. My shoes are expensive but no Manolo Blahniks, but only Deichmanns and become the big city is Kiel, but overall I did pretty well but hammer out and live the way I like it.

meantime, however, my heroines betrayed me. You have to have grabbed her Mr. Big, married, have children, go to pieces bear, probably Birkenstocks instead Blahniks and have also no other occasion, our beautiful single life to betray. Now I'm probably the only one still remaining sex-and-the-City Girl?

many things today the way it even before my marriage has always been: I live as a single in a beautiful apartment right in the city and under the house are a little car and my motorcycle and maintain both a full tank that it starts again . Just that today have a long-haired Svenja in miniskirt in the car, or as a biker girl on her Kawasaki increases. It could not be better, right?



Nevertheless, I feel lonely sometimes . Am I perhaps just Therefore, as a single because I would anyway abkriegen anyone? No, it is hopefully not and I'm not alone. In my best friend Claudia, I've found a soulmate with whom I can talk about everything and I can also exchange with the warmth and affection. I have acquaintances who have work colleagues and even a few made friends Biker Buddies. However, I sometimes miss something. But on the other hand I have since found an ingenious recipe: Whenever I am overcome by one of those stupid loneliness and sexy blonde conquest and Vermissungsanfälle, I'll tell me one of the old Sven's favorite jokes:

"There was once a handsome prince, the beautiful Princess asked, "Will you marry me?" And she answered: "... NO!"
And the prince lived happily for many years and went fishing and riding motorcycles, hung around with his friends every day, drank beer and got drunk as often as he wanted to sit endlessly at the computer, left his socks on the chair in the dining room and lie had sex with prostitutes, neighbors and friends farted, your heart's content, sang, burped and scratched extensively on the bag.
END "

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shoes is fun

" Tell me, how many pairs of shoes you like you actually still buy? You can not just put his money in ballerinas, pumps and boots. " zickt Claudia at me from the side, while we stöckeln jointly by the Kiel CITTI Park .

"And where exactly is written again?" I give back just as bitchy and I snapped on the spot.

"And I never put all my money in shoes. Or do you think that I get paid my full skirts, dresses and tights? And the perfume, the makeup and the jewelry? It is not totally fair to be a woman. Less than half of my money I invest in good shoes. If anything ... "

. "Good shoes that I did not laugh," muffelt Claudia to herself, and from the corner of my eye I see how they turned again his eyes, although she knows exactly how I hate that, "If only I the pink Korkpantoletten think you wanted to have unconditionally and then you only wear it once, because you're almost the bones would have broken. Who said good shoes ... "

"So what? Does not matter. But they were totally nice. In addition, I can probably run barefoot bad, right? "

" barefoot? Not even a centipede might all your heels and boots, ballet flats and ankle boots, wedges, clogs and toes apply. Not even if it is a hundred. "

" Now do not overdo times. "I Wiegele gently. "Did you know for example that I only have six pairs of ballerinas?"

"Six pairs? That's a lie. Alone under the windows in your room are not less than 12 pair. "When Claudia is slowly the gasping.

"Now let me finish at this, but I thought, six pairs of black suede. Otherwise I'm more of course. And also have In front of you namely Mitbgegründerin the StudiVZ Group: I have to defend a reputation, "I add in a low voice and propose modest down her eyes". I ballerinas wear in winter "

Claudia is impressed, at least she says nothing and just looks at me in awe of the page. We stöckeln on through the Kiel CITTI Park. Next stop Deichmann. I absolutely must try this brown wedge boots from advertising. Brown wedge boots, I have that is still no. In any case, it is not.

arrived at Deichmann , I sit on the large Ankleidebank and try the wonderful Over Knees with wedge heels on. But what is it? I get to the zipper, because my instep is too high. Crap. Then I must have for a while with the three pairs of live brown wedge boots, which I already have. But nice is not.

To distract me something, I ask Claudia politely: "Can you give me your that and bring in 41? And the toes in two colors, please. "And show the finger at different models.

"Why me? What is with your feet? "Asks Claudia me blankly.

"Now listen, I can probably run poorly on pantyhose through the store, or? What is it, when I come here on a chewing gum? Or on a thumbtack? That is your fault. "

" Yes, yes, that's all right, Tinky Winky. Yes it can really none of you require that you ever just puts players back into your heels. That is much too burdensome. Just stay where I'll do it. "Claudia replied, shaking his head and disappears behind the shelf next to after a while to emerge fully loaded with shoeboxes again. I tell her not to say that but that has lasted very long time. But does it. is

At Deichmann today for me nothing of it, also I have the most anyway and I miss Buffalo's money today. "I do need more tights." I proclaim so loudly that an elderly couple looking back at me in irritation. "I need opacity of every color, especially in light gray, gray, medium gray, dark gray and charcoal. Grau is namely the new black. "I add clever shit outline, draw it, the eyebrows, as I always do when I have to announce a fundamental truth. Just as then, when suddenly brown the new black and I knew this was a very first.

But like clockwork is the nagging naturally get rid of "tights? Your wardrobe is still full of it and at least a dozen you have not even unpacked. "

" So what? You know that I never wear pants and therefore I need nunmal to any outfit which absolutely right tights, otherwise the whole look good for nothing. I also need each in glossy and matte, a smooth and woolly, and most like two pieces of each. "

" But first I have to change all for my shoes, gray suede pumps get me namely straight. But before you begin to grumble again, no, they are not new. I have already bought last week. "

Luckily I have extra a couple of spare shoes in the bag. The gray boots I have in endless party nights very comfortable stamped and also the provisions of paragraphs only 5cm high. Finally comfortable .

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I sit down on a large leather couch and change into my rest against Pumps boots I'm still confused. "What the eggs really stare like that? Have never seen a lady most elegant city change their shoes? "

" lady? The term would be 'I am not on that occasion, as you here in your Mini dress is sitting on the couch and pull off your big I-change-the shoes show. And finally you from ordinary, every Else to flirt who happens to come near you. They're always irritated. "

" Well, you're right. I'm really not a lady, for that I am still too young. After all, I'm only twenty-four ... "

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five questions, two answers

When, in August on my Kawasaki Enduro brand new to France leave, I ask myself five questions to five uncertainties I want to answer me on this trip. Meanwhile, I'm back and I have long pressed for long enough before the answers.

I was afraid that it may have answers that would not hear me. Least of all by myself


First, the P-Q: Does the thing with the passing well enough to convincingly to travel as a woman, or will I regularly called " Transe * with motorcycle" perceived?

The question is common, because I do not know if I could ever admit to myself, if I notice that my environment I smiled as lavender Tarzan on two wheels. Fortunately, I may owe the answer, for my passing as Biker Girl worked just fine and I give myself eight out of ten possible points. The is a point deduction for it agonizing self-doubt and another for a mini dress by 225g, which I took as a single coat for the evening. Thus I have asked my very good fortune to the test, because there are far too little dress and I was so provoked second and third glances have what holds for transgendered women the risk of discovery.

Question 2: What problems arise from the One, like the others? (Meaning passing, or when I'm recognized as trans)

As I have asked myself that question, I was thinking more about what happens when someone sees me as a transsexual woman and I will be really fucked. Could I handle it?

On the opposite case, that a few drunken old boy be slippery and uncomfortable, because I had not thought of. However, these boy band would have let me know without doubt if even the slightest Zeifel would come up to my femininity. This was a real ordeal for me, if the guys do not just need an optician.

And then there was the older, very nice widower, who has made me a lovely marriage proposal. If I had not friendly rejected, I would now live in a small village near Höxter, wash his laundry, cooking, making the garden and who knows what else is expected of women do.

Conclusion: The Case of the Passing has executed cut fine. That was my biggest insecurity. I can exist among strange people and on the trip by a foreign country as a woman, even when I'm out without makeup and in motorcycle gear? Yes, I can!

* Passing: The ability to be perceived clearly as a woman, without bursting the transsexual past. (Passing good, bad passing).
See also: Tips for a good passing .
* Transe: A derogatory and offensive term for transsexual women.
See also: Tranny Is a dirty word?