Sunday, January 30, 2011

Milena Velba De Coffee Party

gift from Karlsruhe

Svenja Ironically, on 11 January, my birthday has The Federal Constitutional Court to me a very special gift made by it has declared a material provision of the TSG to be unconstitutional. We are not therefore obliged to let us operate in order to be recognized legally in perceived gender.

TSG is not the way for "Gymnastics and Sports Association" but is the abbreviation for the law transsexuals, our guide for the transition, the manual for Rüber making. It says everything you need to know for successful change to Sven Sven. Only in matters of fashion the legislature has quite covered. Unlike me :-)

Previously you had to have surgery in a difficult remove the sex organs to people in the entry registers the desired gender male or female to get.

In plain English: Who was not ready to have an operation that did not mean it seriously. Medical researchers have for many years * that this conclusion is wrong and even the two psychiatric experts for the name change have me then trans- certified without having ever asked the question after the operation.

The judges have followed the current doctrine, under which the operation was not decisive, but "how consistently lives of transsexuals in their perceived gender and arrived in he feels." For this statement I could kiss her, the boys and the girl by the Federal Constitutional Court, because that is my conviction.

It will certainly take a while for the TSG is present in a modified form, but that provision may already no longer be applied.

But besides all politics and jurisprudence, what that means for me personally? What are my benefits? I can now finally be changing that stupid error in my birth certificate: It was then born in Klingberg not a boy but a girl, but with extras.

And what will change for me after I have my personal status can be changed? Right away my only two significant consequences come to mind: If I marry again wish my spouse could be just a man. With a woman, I would enter the registered partnership . Before, it was the opposite. And the second consequence is if I must go to jail, it would be the women's prison. Although I could live with the consequences to 2 much easier than that of 1, I fear.

I Should namely ever want to get married again , it would have been a super sweet, cute, sexy, leggy blonde are, with whom I'd anzicken before the wedding, who is probably the more beautiful with a heart of gold who will dress.

Fortunately, the current BHW (blonde marriage probability) of exactly zero. And knows my opinion about getting married you already: "Rather, I heeled in a wet T-shirt Peep-toes on a building site "

Conclusion. I am very pleased with the decision 1BvR 3295/07 * from London, because for my own life, it has very real consequences. I will finally be able to reach the civil status change, without my prior to the hospital. It is exactly like the judges say matters most is how consistently they will be new life in him arrived feels. And in this discipline, I give myself full time just a hundred points. Even without surgery ...


* anyone knows when and where the old doctrine was first called into question?
* the guiding principle for decision of the First Senate of 11 January 2011 is available at 1BvR 3295/07

Saturday, January 15, 2011

Pain Left Shoulder Woman Heart Palpitations

Looking back on 2010

first Peter Clasen

It's this: The regular movies in theaters diminishing all the time, the Hollywood output drops dramatically - quantitatively (which film buffs with privacy is very better time), but unfortunately and qualitatively. The annual survey by a critic friend, I'm only 12 films have come that have convinced me - the evaporation of the Top Ten was no longer the problem. In the years before the selection was even greater. And I'm going to the movies almost every day. Here is a selection of the selection.

Somewhere on the endless beach of Sylt (October 2010)

A few best films 2010:

How to Train Your Dragon (USA 2010). The digital animation adventure fantasy in real 3D my absolute favorite is: creative, in the course of its history little hero always fantastic and grandiose becoming, in the end almost monumental, some settings even remind us of the paintings of Hieronymus Bosch Hell! Beautiful, funny and moving - my happiest movie experience of the year.

Inception (USA 2010). Although it has become fashionable, to bash director Christopher Nolan (the narrow-minded mirror like very fact), this is my number two. The zany story, carried by a powerful, hypnotic score, to provide state-of-the-art effects and high drama whipped for an original, seminal, unforgettable film experience. That the film was designed cold and have no soul - to such ideas can be behind the desk . Come In the movie develops the story in any case a seemingly inescapable maelstrom.

Iron Man 2 (USA 2008). The film has its flaws, is added. For me, still an exemplary superhero adventure, as always the action from the characters and conflicts and is nowhere degenerate into selbstbesoffenem overkill. Good dramatic music, inviting images. All the main characters act very lively, even bubbly. And some dialogues have every screwball level - what is now dedicated himself in comedies no longer finds so often.

Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs (USA 2009). Computer animation in real 3D: a crazy idea (Essen falling on the ground) - and a great movie. So consistently weird, sometimes almost surreal, was no longer a mainstream Hollywood movie more. Buñuel, Dali and Co. would have to jump for joy in their graves! - Also a great parody of disaster movies.

I, Tomek (Swinki, Poland / Germany 2009), prostitution and youth drama Tomek, a 16-year-old Pole, who looks like 12, going to the bar in order to meet the consumption needs of his girlfriend. The great discovery of the film is its protagonist: Everything is reflected in the eyes of Filip Garbacz - the gaiety of a naive child, the shock of the violence of adults, the disappointment of the abandoned by God, the emptiness of a desperate killer. Perhaps only the Kuleshov effect? No, the boy can really play.

Discontinued Sylter pier (October 2010)

A few flops 2010:

The Last Airbender (USA 2010). Fantasy epic: stiffer masquerade with helpless dialogues, bummer Action painted pictures and acting unfinished scenes. With miserable converted, often flat-acting 3-D effects. Dark and oppressive, a real pickle. Films like this are to blame, that 3D into disrepute.

Nine (USA 2009), the musical based Federico Fellini's classic film eight and a half - only that the master and his work here may not mean so, but only "something like" One and a half brilliant numbers, the rest is pathetic. The next Star! probably worst musical in film history.

22 Bullets (France 2010). Kitsch Gangstermelodram in Marseille: opera lover and ex-gangster Charlie Mattei (Jean Reno) is riddled with 22 bullets, survived and revenge. Erratic, random, random, gross, superficial, hollow, boring. Particularly disgusting pathos, fairy-tale story of the brutal and the continued admiration for a killer as a family man.

A few recent discoveries Festival 2010:

Broderskab (Denmark 2009). Gay love story on neo-Nazis: blood, sweat and tears - a great, intense tragedy. The only drawback are small concessions to minors: The fact that both men, who lie there in the morning after a wild night in bed, wear still or once again their rib-pants, can tell me no ...

My happiness ( Schastye moe , Germany / Ukraine / Netherlands 2010). Road movie drama in Russia: Georgy truck driver sits down with his truck on the move - the start of a Journey into the darkness, after which it is only natural that he is a murderer. Psychological portrait of a thoroughly mendacious, brutal society, a devastating study of deviousness, arrogance and brute force. Just as we imagine that Russia, from which one always reads in the newspaper.

Dog Pound (France / Canada / UK 2009). Juvenile Hall-Thriller Drama: Three child offenders in a Youth Correctional Center and admitted to come to the attention of three brutal lout. Hard and angry. A worthy successor to the now forgotten masterpiece Scum by Alan Clark.

A Serbian film (Serbia 2010). Bestial violence Drama: A legendary ex-porn star takes a lucrative job at last - he does not realize what he was actually open challenge. A catalog of the most disgusting, some unspeakable perversion as a mirror image of a country's recent war past and his mental state. A film as "gigantic metaphor." No torture porn à la Hostel and Saw , but an indictment à la Salo or the 120 Days of Sodom . With a big difference: The criminals are the victims ...

Wig (Japan 2010). Outrageously funny comedy about a bald head and his new wig. Grandiose Writer. When will the Hollywood remake?

Tucker and Dale vs Evil (USA 2010). Parody horror comedy, Funsplatter: Ten college students take a vacation in the country of Texas Chainsaw Massacre - and have a horror of the hillbillies. They still exist, the original ideas! The scheme of the usual backwoods horror films was turned on its head: The Hillbillies are harmless, the real danger lurks in the warped big-city teens. A murderer fun!

clouds mountains to Westerland (October 2010)

A few retro discoveries 2010:

The Girls Whirlpool of Iceland (Japan 1960). Trash-Thriller: Secret Agent Z9 - a little boy with rocker Tolle, checkered shirt, black leather jacket and a silver scarf - comes to an island, is traded on the girls and drugs. The perfect mix of port town atmosphere and nightclub melancholy, harmonica-blues and wild rock 'n' roll, from ship bells and glitter ball sparkle. 50 years old and the hottest movie of the year - filmed in glowing colors and extra wide scope format. THAT'S cinema! Even if the story is rubbish.

The White Sheik (Italy 1952). Tragicomedy of Fellini: the newly married-hearted naive Wanda can be combined with the protagonists of their loved ones without a photo romances. A real find: a beautiful Ehemelodram told with bad, very witty sense of humor. The highlight is the scene in blubber of both spouses to race - rarely tears were so amusing.

Gorgo (GB 1959). Monster drama, seen at Cinema Bizarre: From the Irish Sea is rising an antediluvian monster. English fishermen it is a catch and deliver it to a London circus. Gorgo is only one cub, and his mother has already taken huge weather. Dramatic tension build, good knitwear, pretty models, very good scenes of panic, mass flight and destruction, the extent to Quo Vadis? remember: superior monster movie, even after 50 years.

Peter Clasen is on at Cinema Bizarre 16th January Allan Holzman Mutant - The horror in space and on 6 March Junya Sato panic in the Tokyo Express imagine.


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second i-ming

Personal Highlights 2010 - inevitably a parade of the best movies of the nicest people and best kiss? Not exclusively, but it can also involve dramatic events, right? In this sense, so here my top 10 of the previous year included also some of Bizarre Cinema relevant film titles, in no mandatory order:

Lagos, Portugal in the spring - my first real vacation do not remember since I when, out of season, not many other tourists, port, fresh grilled fish everywhere, my friend, An early summer, he even surprised the locals, perfect accommodation. A dream holiday was worth it for the years of starving! My beloved old cat

was ill, without any notice to me or she was prescribed it by the vet an investigation of her inner life via the abdominal ultrasound and shaved before my eyes of hand. Veterinary inexperience and surprised , my sense of time expanded at each shearing. The cat took it all calmly than I do.

movie collector Dennis Nyback presented in the Hamburg Metropolis Cinema, a short film program, an article on Hobos and Tramps in the U.S.: in the program, he showed Hobo, at the End of the Line (1977), a semi-documentary film produced by Encyclopaedia Britannica Educational Corporation, in the legendary hobos have their say and to hear the music of Utah Phillips. For a long time to me was the placement of atmosphere in a film not so cut down and carried away. Thank you, Dennis!

Extreme notch professional nature, among other contractual Reasons, I separate myself from my end of February 2011 recent employer, the University of Hamburg. Fresh start! The decision and the subsequent conversation with my boss were for me an enormous step. Those who know of interesting jobs for me?

Gareth Edwards low-budget indie Monsters (2010): adventurous production conditions, and liters of passion left me mouth open while watching Edwards incredibly beautiful images. Only rarely do you notice the views of a current movie that you are at that moment the witness Werdung a classic. Investigations revealed that Edwards has made only with natural light: make sure to enter it once!


It was my first time in my life in Paris. I must say nothing. But in an ice cream parlor on the Isle Saint Louis cost four balls of the famous ice cream Berthillon 12 euros. No shit!

director Adam Green has done it with his quasi-intimate play Frozen (2010), causing me dizziness and nausea. I actually had to turn away from the screen, brilliant, banal and brutal Green has staged here. Quite a big horror movie!


A friend and I have a virtual Industrial Black Metal band founded. After some back and forth, we have found our style, a demo is in progress. I hope 2011 will be somewhere to hear something.

At the end of the discovery of a Christmas movie classic: Charles Selliers Silent Night, Deadly Night (1984). I personally like Christmas and love tasteless films. This blast is the time parents associations into turmoil. I'm sure he would create a good position even today!


Finally: Our dear jitter is back in the country and back in the team of Cinema Bizarre!

i-ming is on at Cinema Bizarre 23rd Fritz Böttger One dead in January to go on the net and on 20 Teruo Ishii's March Tokugawa - Tortured women (see also here ) imagine.


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third Michael Ranze

concerts - from bitches on the guitar on rock hard and awesome (sometimes both together):

Nashville Pussy (February, Port Klang)
Kamikaze Queens, support of Reverend Horton Heat (April, verdigris)
Machine Head January ( , Grosse Freiheit)
Slayer (June, Docks)
Jackson Browne (June, Park City)
Joe Jackson (November, Factory)
Steve Harley (October, factory)
Lez Zeppelin (November, Factory)
Mark Knopfler (June, O2 World)
Supertramp (September, O2 World)
Sting (October, O2 World)

Top Ten Movies (arbitrary order):

I see the man of your dreams

by humans and gods

A prophet

Nothing Personal
An Education
Mademoiselle Chambon
The Road
Still Walking
Ponyo
Sin Nombre

Special mentions:
Sword of Desperation (R: Hideyuki Hirayama), seen at the Film Festival in Montreal
The Myth of the American Sleepover (R: David Robert Mitchell), seen at the Film Festival in Montreal
Curling (R: Denis Coté), seen at the Film Festival in Locarno

Bottomless impudence:
Enter the Void (half hour back of the head in the picture, I believe, I'm crazy! So what I do not see it!)

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4th The Wayward Cloud

As blogging was for me the film consumption in 2010 under the sign of stopping. Hardly a press screening was passing by, no series season came to an end, not a festival I survived without early or think later: "This now was the last time", as the Deleuze in Abecedaire described drinker who is not addicted to alcohol, but according to the perpetual cessation, the longed for every day the last but one glass, in He knows that he saved the same, but is still one more ahead of it, I can enjoy movies more often only when I turn inward against them, against the people who take them too seriously, and against my own; I think I am, insatiable desire for ever new images that exist, I completely after her, would give me a similarly miserable end as the consumers of David Foster Wallace ' Infinite Jest -tape .

A nice side effect of this already becoming an obsession pain of pictures is the imagination and to meet them like the first time, without prior knowledge, premonitions, expectations, without first googling something about them. Sometimes it is possible, often at Bizarre Cinema, for example, my favorite projection of the year, Tsui Hark's mercenaries have no mercy . Uncompromising hardness, total mastery of all technical aspects of filmmaking, a feeling of space à la Antonioni and irresistible 80 accessories (glasses, hair cuts, sounds), a completely nihilistic world view and a radically unpredictable nature of emerging Plot left me but think of the apocalypse, but not once: "That was the last time" The Silencer! Thanks, Jochen!

the sense of the inside flourishing in the everyday miraculous, for the very soberly and without much fanfare accomplished turn in unknown territory, I found to the very best thing in the television series Belphegor (Claude Barma, Jacques Armand, 1965) realized that I Michael Ranze had recommended. Like all movies that have brought the unpredictability not only the subject, but the formal principle, this miracle does not fit any category, but a stroll so freely between genres such as the young hero through all the corners of Paris. A horror and a thriller, at once a tender love story about a man between two women and one of the most uneven-Nouvelle Vague portraits of Paris.

more miracles which do not deal with anarchic wit and daring narrative constructions of what is, but appear to have what might be possible: Les herbes folles (Alain Resnais, 2009) and Knight and Day (James Mangold, 2010 ). The most disturbing film in years: Brillante Mendoza Kinatay (2009), in which sits the audience with six men and one woman in a car and not know where we are heading. It runs from the inside out, from Manila to the outskirts of the city, and from the outside in, in the center of an extraordinary cruelty. The deeply disturbing to Kinatay not only is this atrocity, but the approach to them, increasing the feeling of confinement and helplessness, which leaves the viewer with the protagonist (s) fixed. A journey to the end of the night in which it is naturally about money. An adventure.

Other highlights: Valhalla Rising (Nicolas Windy Refn, 2009), Brooklyn's Finest (Antoine Fuqua, 2009), Fireworks (Kenneth Anger, 1947), Le Sang des bêtes (Georges Franju, 1949), The Sunshine Makers (Burt Gillett and Ted Eshbaugh, 1935), Night and the City (Jules Dassin, 1950). The year 1955: It's Always Fair Weather (Gene Kelly and Stanley Donen) and Picnic (Joshua Logan). Director James Gray: The Yards (1999), We Own the Night (2007), Two Lovers (2008). The TV series Breaking Bad and Mad Men .

"We live three times longer, since the cinema was invented," says a character in Edward Yang's Yi Yi . But whose life? Yi Yi I have seen 2010 third time and again had the impression that in this film, everything is included, what is there to show about modern life and hide. Everything goes wrong and then returned to a fragile balance, as in a jam session in which threaten the individual instruments ever to come out of the cycle, nevertheless add, however, a masterly composition, in which the individual disharmonies are repealed .

Maybe 2011 will be a year of excess.

The Wayward Cloud is on at Cinema Bizarre 6th John Flynn's Rolling Thunder February and 17 April Sogo Ishii the family with the reverse Düsenantrieb vorstellen.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

My Baby Is Unresponsive

surprise at TÜV

Svendura "And now I want to please still see the first aid kit." Urged me to the young investigator at the Kiel DEKRA.

far, has run the test just fine. Even the uneven acting hand brake was still within the normal range, which clearly distinguishes it from the black micro mini, which I as an outfit for my visit to the DEKRA has attracted.

"The first aid kit?" Reply I, "No problem, lies somewhere in the trunk at the base."

While the examiner looks me over his shoulder, I open the tailgate and in fact, the small bag is still so because, as I have bought in 2003 PLAZA after I had the brand-new, small seat taken until an hour before.

But what is it? In the rim of my spare tire is something. Someone apparently has a complete girly outfit stuffed hastily. A green mini skirt folds, a salmon-colored shirt with lace and a pair of burgundy red leather flats with a tiny, sweet clip on the site, should sit out the little toe. Where do you come from?, I think, and at the same moment it occurs to me again.

As probably many transgender people at an early stage of development, I had laid out like a squirrel hiding my secret. Except that I have not hidden berries and fruits, but mini skirts and pantyhose . And just like the squirrels I've forgotten some of my hiding place then. Why this was so long undetected? Because I never had a flat and because the first aid kit is not the last time tested has been.


The things I had bought in my first life long ago on eBay and they are stored here. At least now and then I secretly embarrassing and unadorned ventured a few steps in it and in spite of hairy legs, young hair and a thick beard shadow dream to be a very pretty woman. Phew, what a difficult and painful time has been and how far I've come since then ...

I feel the questioning look of the car experts, and with a liberated grin I hand him the small radiant bandages that still shines like new.

"But he is long since expired." Clarifies the auditor me kindly, and I'm learning that even first aid kits have become an expiration date. This is just like foie gras and girly outfits, I think: Just because you do not the stuff for years unpack, it may still be bad, or even come out of fashion. (I mean the outfit, not the liver pate)

Bottom Line: Today I've already found my own style and dress as I please, even if it is even borderline . So what? This was the action of the hand brake of the seat and also the new TÜV sticker we got anyway.

PS: Would I wear the girly outfit today? Certainly not. Rather, I would in a wet T-shirt stöckeln on a construction site ...

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Funny Sayings Freshman

Two little girls

We’re just two little girls from Little Rock,
We lived on the wrong side of the tracks
But the gentlemen friends who used to call,
They never did seem to mind at all,
They came to the wrong side of the tracks!
(...)
I learned an awful lot in Little Rock,
And here’s some advice I’d like to share
Find a gentlemen who is shy or bold,
Or short or tall, or young or old,
As long as the guy’s a millionaire!
Zwei kleine Mädchen aus Little Rock: Lorelei & Dorothy
(Howard Hawks: Gentlemen Prefer Blondes , 1953)


If the market researchers at the advertising agency Sterling Cooper were right (and wrong ever since the advertising creates desires that they their target groups is assumed), wanted the American woman in the early 60's the same one of two models: Jackie Kennedy or Marilyn Monroe. Or in the words of creative director Don Draper from Mad Men : She wants to look like one of the two women dream of the men. Already ten years before such "findings" were increasingly the currency of the housewife in the eye receiving U.S. advertising industry, had Lorelei Lee (Marilyn Monroe) and Dorothy Shaw (Jane Russell) that each original self-image of women radically negating economy of gender relations already thought to an end and completely transforms could wish for man alleged to be seen solely in them: the curvy blonde and smart brunette who is him dancing, singing, performing, grimacing at the neck throws - as long as he is a millionaire.

The great thing about Hawks' film is that it makes visible the price that the men in such an economy have to pay for it to be so stupid to desire only the particular beauty ideal the women. Rarely was in a movie two such spectacular Girls such selection desolate, unattractive, not a glib, infantile men face in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes . The schweinsgesichtige Sir Francis "Piggy" Beekman, the minor and corseted already by the rules of decency Henry Spofford III, the crap out of father son Gus Esmond Jr., they all can not Lorelei hold a candle to be by it but demand because they are rich. The joke is that this is no joke, no-play performer for dizzy the eye of the covetous man, but a real lust for money, the men turned themselves into objects (Diamanten!).

woman could make it even worse, only, if they had not subscribed to wealth, but on good body and medium-sized normality. As the body of the fully on board met U.S. Olympic team of swimmers all have to point 21 clock in the bed, is Dorothy Shaw only the humor-free, schmierlappige, self-righteous sniffer Ernie, the only win in the classic Hawks-scene format, in fill it with the ladies of hard liquor, take off his pants and put in a nightgown.

the end there is a double wedding, when Lorelei and Dorothy are also totally descend into spectacular white, along the aisle of the church. Before the altar is seen only briefly, right and left their future men before the camera again zooms in closer to the real couple who have come together here, the blonde and brunette, the two girls from Little Rock, who finally made it to the right side of the tracks and hopefully divorced before. For these women is the same as stated for the girls Cristian Petzold Klaus Lemke: "You do not belong to the male gaze, they are entirely for yourself, you can document them only. They say on anything, they play at nothing, the longer you look, the farther they are away. "

The following interview with Christian Petzold for his film Ghost is first in the online publication released film text that dahindümpelt between being and non-virtual. What is it all lost in the network, for ever be found? I wish to age me a software that allows websites such as celluloid and book pages, they turn yellow and become porous, can rot, perhaps, so you get a feel for their offense, their aging and possible disappearance.

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Wayward Cloud: Mr. Petzold, how did you get the idea to ghosts?

Christian Petzold: I do a lot of notes, presentations and writing short stories in which I set things I wait, I might even use. After the last three films that were so real stories, I felt like me to remove something from the plot and to create more of a contemporary sketch. This had to do with my reading Rainald Goetz, of Rave and Dekonspiratione . There are scenes in which the time is stopped, the next morning after a party. People sit on the stairs, DJs sort their records, they were beautiful moments that I wanted to film some times. Then I once wrote a story based on the novella The beautiful summer by Cesare Pavese is based, where there are two girls who get as nude models and lovers in artistic circles. Later, the artists move on and leave the proletarian girl, but which were now infected by this lifestyle. You can not get out of this life and die in it. From these two sources, the idea of a film about two girls. Added to this was that when I travel through France to the start of Internal security in a post office phantom images of kidnapped girl looked. The parents, who wanted to not give up hope, had can be calculated by computer, as their children look ten years later, when she was still somewhere should be discovered. These photographs really looked ghostly, because the girl had no eyes. They have really scared me. From these two ideas of two girls who spend a summer day and a summer night with each other, and which has a similarity with such a phantom image, ghosts arose.

Two little girls from Berlin: Toni & Nina
(Christian Petzold: ghosts , 2005)


What unites these influences, girls are in a state of suspension, whose identities are not fixed.

There are indeed in Berlin this search after a Berlin novel or a Berlin film, a form of art that gives us an identity at last. These stories of a successful search for identity that was in the German literature, especially with the development and à la Goethe's Bildungsroman Wilhelm Meister pronounced that it no longer exists. But the desire for these novels is there, and that is what feeds the film. It's about characters in search of a story, not only in the form of the histoire, but a narrative. The girls are indeed stories, but they can no longer hold them. The identity be no more, and that is the horror.

let Besides literary be detected in ghosts many cinematic influences. The first scene in the park, with its rustling leaves and the lonely figure who watched from a distance, a scene whose meaning is never fully open up strongly evokes Antonioni's Blow Up .

In Blow Up me two things have liked. First, that is behind a classic British row houses a park. Between two houses to open a wrought iron gate, someone goes through it and is suddenly in a completely different world with different sounds and a different rhythm. The second is that Antonioni's characters, such as Monica Vitti in L'Eclisse , Remain common and have a look at things, flag poles or tree tops in the wind. You do not know why it does not take further the plot. The figures are comparable to those moments, people who go to the sea and just watch the waves. This has something incomprehensible and puts people in a sudden emptiness inside. Especially these moments, we have looked at with the team again.

Then it's probably no coincidence that Nina (Julia Hummer) belongs in the park scene just a cleaning squad, finally, is the first person to whom the photographer in Blow Up met in the park, a paper collector.

Really? That must have been an unconscious Reminszenz be. I was primarily interested in the moment the step out from the world. One has to Antonioni London feel in a very condensed historical moment to participate in which there beats the heart of the pop world, all people are in a stream. And then a two meter goes to the side and do something he will never understand. This falling out of the world I wanted to capture ghosts in .

Two little girls in LA: Betty & Rita
(David Lynch: Mulholland Drive , 2001)


Also in Mulholland Drive by David Lynch is about two girls whose relationship a constantly changing, there are also casting an eerie scene that occurs in the course of initial alienation great intimacy, only to eventually dissolve into air. samples

When the two women in Mulholland Dive the scene for the first time is absolutely dead, so a bit like Alzheimer's Tennessee Williams. Then go Naomi Watts ran very close to the man who whispers her lines, and suddenly loads the scene immensely. A really great scene. I had not in mind, but the problem was the same: How to display two girls kissing each other, without which looks after the presented lesbianism, which is only for the male-greedy View is there. So how can I film the physical love between two women without their make for myself? This is something you can learn from David Lynch. In Mulholland Drive it is important that a woman is processing at the other, which is only a dream figure, a debt. Nevertheless, the love is present.

In ghosts the love between the two girls at present, where Nina is more familiar as Toni (Sabine Timoteo).

Yes, Sabine Timoteo I explained her character so that she has no memory. You are pure present, I told her that your memories do not interest you, this is just ballast. You're like a predator that comes from the forest to a water hole, watching for the next lame zebra lookout. Who you are and why you're so act, do not be interested. This brutal presence and shamelessness, which is her figure.

Why are your movie like many other women directors often the mysterious figures who, as present in the casting and the party scene, the male gaze and undermine him at once?

Yes, it is somehow, I've made have any thoughts about it. But it's ultimately a story of mothers and daughters to boost memory and grief, as in the fairy tales of the Brothers Grimm. The fathers always die somewhere in the castle, no one cares about them. The King lies in state, and the protagonists are always mothers and daughters. The mothers are the same preserving the suffering and are responsible for the consolation.

Another form of controlling and also ineffective gaze is directed by surveillance cameras on the figures, whose images are recorded twice in the film is a crime, not prevent it or to help clear up.

surveillance cameras do not just take a look at the world, but they are mainly recording apparatus. Something is recorded and stored, and which plays an important role in ghosts. The Abduction It is the child still see as a recording, while the child vanishes in the pixels of the image. It is believed that it is still present, but it's gone forever. Therefore, this sequence of such brutality. The moment of disappearance, death, one can say almost, is there, but still no one helps. There is a film by Michael Klier, The giant which I think is great and is only composed of the material from surveillance cameras, all photos are shot from above. Like a giant who looks at our world. And suddenly our world is charged by the look of the giant. A child who is with his dog in a fountain in the pedestrian area in Wuppertal sits reminded, suddenly at the beginning of a movie or a tragedy. At the same time move the tumb surveillance cameras around the world, they are so far up, and your engine only allowed motions. Reminds me of the stupidity of a giant who recognizes the subtleties of human, but also by a god, see everything, but can not participate. This gives the film by Michael Klier an immense sadness, the act of my films.

Two little girls from Hamburg: Anneke Sara & Lisa
(Klaus Lemke: final , 2007)


The Haunting in the fixation of the kidnapping is yes also that they are relatively unrelated to the story about floats, its status is ambiguous: Is now a record of the actual kidnapping to a vision of the mother or perhaps an inserted sequence that only a certain similarity described with the above situation has?

I like it gets to see in movies when someone says something that he has seen and experienced the first one after. Man makes himself before an image in mind, and then you see the real image. This difference between his imagination and the real image I find very exciting. In ghosts the French parent described the abduction in detail, with all the sensations they had. Half an hour later you can see the video with the appropriate scene and the return of the mother to the scene. This combination has really impressed me. The scariest moment

of the film, the disappearance of the shopping cart with the child from the setting that looks almost worse than death, because one is missing any idea what waits beyond the left edge.

Yeah, that's like the pictures of the kids that hang in the post offices in France. Which have not even killed, there is no corpus delicti, no blood, no body. To a Pietà of the mother with her child is not to think that children have vanished. have a comparable effect the images of the surveillance camera: It looks as if something is deleted, as if someone dies.

The father seems to have been completed at the end he says it, the Nina, the daughter is dead.

With Aurelien Recoing, who plays the father, I have previously spoken about the case of a missing boy in Saarbrücken, the abused, raped and killed probably has been. It has not found his body, and therefore there is no perpetrator, but still, everyone knows that the boy must be dead. Parents, the bodies of their children have not seen have not completed their trauma. The father, played by Aurélien this Statements but found for him, he has accepted the death of his daughter so he can continue to live and his wife. Only they can see not, they will suffer as a recurring phantom pain.

But the mother can end their "newly found daughter fall, as if a piece is already listed frequently come to an end.

Yes exactly, she thinks it not turn themselves. I have to Marianne Basler said that presented by her mother is like a junkie. She has actually stopped their drug, and then it does have a relapse. In the end, appeared on the therapist and brings them back to the hospital where they were also without can carry along involuntarily. She thinks himself no doubt that this girl could be of her daughter.

Just to come back to the cameras, who are a particular weakness of the filmmaker Harun Farocki, who advises dramatically in all their films. How is your collaboration?

That is always so incredibly easy and simple that it can not even put into great words. I usually have two or three ideas, as already mentioned earlier, the literary sketches, then I meet with him, and we see if can evolve into something that is a job about a year or two's worth. We walk, I note me our associations, and later I tried it a drama to develop. After four weeks I will go back to him, we spend a few days and think further about the matter. "Story Consultant" is such a cool word, but it is so that I have the whole story with him develop.

Are there differences here that need to be reconciled?

Harun would always write a modern novel. The envision something like the scene in Truffaut's Shoot take the pianist where gangsters in a car. One of them is lying and says: "If I have lied to my grandmother drop dead" Truffaut and then cuts to a woman who just suffered a heart attack. He will be great and I would never do, but we still talk about it. The next film we turn, it comes to venture capital, which he has just made a film. We have many common interests, which are reflected in my films, such as the Tristan motif in ghosts plays a role. When you're as close friends, the conversation topics are often part of the scripts.

Two little girls from Paris: Celine & Julie
(Jacques Rivette: Celine et Julie vont en bateau , 1974)


also in Jacques Rivette's Céline et Julie vont en bateau provide two girls of the city and the order of civil life upside down. Was that an influence? I

the last I saw with 16 in the Film Club, I have only schemes like this in my head. But Marianne Basler reminded me of the movie and asked for it. It has in Rivette's latest film Va savoir played the lead role, where I have also discovered. But I wanted to see the film in any case before.

takes in all these movies with you, with Rivette, with Antonioni, in Lynch, in Godard's Le mépris on the Mulholland Drive reference , Women are constantly in motion, try experimenting with emotions and gestures, from wigs, roam the city. The men just sit there, to look at that and try to half-way to keep up.

Yes, the men are always boys. The women have to endure a lot, they have to give birth and then worry about the men who were not born to an end.

And the movies have to do the beautiful women then even good things to talk with Truffaut.

Yes, this is such a beautiful set that is typical of the 60s. At that time, the naked girl magazines left on the title, and you terrible coined phrases like ". A poem must be the appeal of a 17-year-olds have" As a director, is about to break this macho attitude, especially since you can learn a lot from Lynch. One must only look at how he Naomi Watts in Mulholland Drive sets the scene, such a phenomenon, such an elevation is found elsewhere only in Hitchcock blondes. This floating, the light, the make-up that is given out only Lynch. His female characters are not. This also applies to Klaus Lemke, who is filming on the women in dreaming, Julia same. His girls do not belong to the male gaze, but are quite for yourself, you can document them only. They say on anything, they play at nothing, the longer you look, the farther they are away.

How do you get this down as a director antivoyeuristischen view?

in bad films, there is only a picture of the woman. In good films, there are many pictures of the woman, telling everyone that there is not only one image. The same goes for the male figures. There are movies that revolve around something and can not find it. The circles and leave the mystery is part of these films. The figures do not contain such pictures, but look a little different in each setting should be. This withdrawal is the real subject of many good films.

Is this just a question director, or need for such a staging certain actors?

This is a question of the gap, the co-operation. If you rangeht there with the attitude: "I rent a good face," or "I get myself a good photographer," then not much comes out at. One has to some extent, the meanings and write-ups in the history of the representation of women and make it clear that awareness can be part of the movie, then it will be interesting.

looks like your collaboration with Julia Hummer?

Julia is highly motivated, and that just is not in itself, but on the film. She manages therefore, to draw up the construction of a film within a space that belongs to it alone. It draws boundaries, and it's fun to have someone in front of him who wants to not like one. The collaboration is going well so not only before the camera, but in the development of history. I told Julia the story back in 2000 by Pavese, in artistic circles of the two girls, and from this conversation is always more then the ghosts were history.